The last paw

It was the heart, he said, or possibly a neurological disorder.

Nothing could be done. Tragically there was only one course

of action.  This, for my companion Georgie who loved nothing

more than to recline on my lap, and purr like a train with

his eyes fixed on my face.                                                                        

When he was the most contented Georgie would extend

his left paw towards my hand, and rest it affectionately on my wrist, as if to say, ‘I love you, stay with me’

The veterinary surgeon was understanding and gentle as my composure slipped. I held Georgie close on my shoulders while the sedative took effect. Calm and relaxed, still, peaceful, and snoring, Georgie was out of pain. As he was laid, seemingly asleep on the soft blanket. I stroked his head in farewell. That’s when, unexpectedly, he extended his left paw out before him in his relaxed and affectionate way:     ‘I love you, stay with me.’

God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble, therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way. Psalm 46

God does not always take away our pain but often gives us unexpected sacred whispers of his love, presence and reassurance through the darkest of times.       I was reassured by Georgie’s contentment. He was reassured by my presence.  God loves us and will always stay close us in times of trouble.                                 Today in your trials keep listening for the whispers of God between the noise of trouble, that unexpected visitor, the quiet word, that timely help, the comfort of a pet, and glimpses of God that soften our every sorrow.  

With Love     Rev Gill x                                                                                                After the fire came a gentle whisper.  1 Kings 19:12